Long time no write

I know it has been a while (almost 2 years :P). A lot has changed I have a JOB now (Sarkari woh bhi!!!) and I am planning to leave ti soon. Turns out I am just not done with my thirst for knowledge yet (o-O). Actually I just can't wait to get back to a college. I have been trying for crack CAT and make it to a good college right from my 4th year in college. After being stuck in and around 96 for 3 years I finally managed a score of 690 in a month (yeeeahh :)) and hence planning to shift focus, country, timeline and what not.
No I am in the application process. I know! I know! People must be :Oing me for being so late for this year and why not try next year. Actually I don't have much of a choice. The only thing I like about my job is the month end salary day and being the only girl left in the entire sphere of relatives and family who is eligible for marriage is an added push (the fact that I have a Sarkari Naukari (Bleach!!) does not help either :| )
Anywhoooos lately I have been doing a lot of Bloring (Blog Reading hehehe) and I realized...Mujhe bhi likha haiii... chahe kissi ko padhna ho ya nahi ( hoping that does not make u stop reading my blogs :batting eyelids). Waise I do hope people read my blog (and I dont exactly know why) and I would like to try to keep this a regular habit. Abhi toh I have decided to start with one blog per week...
So cheers to a new beginning (again!!) and welcome to my blog :)
Asha hai apki yatra sukhad hogi!!!  

Shattered pieces

I have been very lucky throughout my life...blessed with best of friends (just chatted this line to one such duffer). A lot has been going on in my mind lately. Im not the kind to get philosophical often but there comes a time when I end up recollecting all my eventful past and the various mistakes I have made through its course. Like everyone else I love to believe that whatever I did is for the best and I am a blessing to mankind. But sometimes  when you think back you realize all the big mistakes u made which changed not just urs but many other lives as well. More often than I would like to admit I have changed things for the bad. The only thing pulling me back up are those idiots u have around u all through this time, pestering u and irritating u and abusing u and in their own stupid ways making u feel that ur the biggest and the best jerk in the world, but then ur their jerk n they love for being the jerk that u are!!!!! They dont blame u for breaking the mirror but ask u to see how ridiculous u look when u stare into those shattered pieces and how each colour shines out. Thats them n I have a bunch of them. There are times when I have not replied to ur stupid wds or picked up ur calls or called u back but that never means ur forgotten; ur thr always; Im just the lazy jerk!!! Dedicated to all those idiots in my life thnx for makin me wat I am today...luv yaaa muuuah

A start

Finally ages after deciding and contemplating the fact that I would like to start my blog and ages after I created it I finally put in my first blog. This just an warm up round...like many others that will follow. Right now my activity status is much different from what it says in my introduction. I have a job now...working happily but still unsatisfactorily at TATA Power. nevertheless i love my life right now... thanx to the company I have...near as well as far. Here is to a start which I hope would eventually would be entertaining and lively. Right now Im a little lost for words (that is also possible) like they say easier said than written, so cya soon...hopefully